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Thursday, September 29, 2011

I did it.

I really did it.

I wrote on his wall.

His brother just got home today from his mission.

Even though Brennan's not a part of my life anymore, I still care.

I had to tell him congrats.

So I wished him and his family......


And Lindsay well.

And I meant it.

The errand of Angels.

So last weekend was a mix of pain, drama, and absolute fun. For one thing, I got a quite splendid letter from we know who that had one specific quite splendid line, " Just wait till I take you back here to the Adirondacks(NY mountains)." He wants to take me back! So speaking of the newest boy who took me on that long date? I ended that this weekend. As you saw from my last post I had drama with Abbie, but we've resolved it.

During all this I just so happened to receive a package..:). From an anonymous wonderful girl. She sent me a survival package as part of a pen pal assignment one of our blogger friends created. It included quotes, a book, and other great things to make a girl feel great. She seriously has touched my life in ways I never knew a person I've never met could. We still are friends keeping in contact sharing stories and just keeping our heads above the water. Sometimes, I just really can't get over how much I love my heavenly father.

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Ps. Notice my new smaller than normal eyebrows.

Friday, September 23, 2011

Patience.....So not happening

There are some people that just rub you wrong, and then there are some people that you flat out can't stand. My roommate "bestie friend" is that person. And don't worry, she knows it. But that's not stopping her. According to her, being a selfish person is acceptable because "that's just the way she is". About fifteen minutes ago we got home from the store. I asked her to bring me in the soap so I could wash my hands. Heaven forbid I ask her to bring me the soap. Her response, "I just don't see why you can't do it." See? If you know me at all that is the complete opposite of everything I stand for. It has gotten to the point to where I am starting to loathe her. It's making me feel terrible for having such strong feelings for someone, but she's one of the most manipulative people I've ever met. The soap thing is so minor in comparison to everything else, but it's just an example of how often this occurs. I told her when we were in Idaho that if she couldn't learn to be more caring and considerate then I couldn't be her friend. Well here I am and she refuses to change. If you are wondering why I am her roommate in the first place, well she signed my name as her roommate and it was either be her roommate or live somewhere else. She says I'm making her my slave driver cause I asked her to bring me the soap. uuugghhh. I told her I don't want to be her friend. She said she will leave me alone cause I'm obviously sensitive right now. Well I guess I've been sensitive for a while now cause I've been saying the same thing over and over.

What do I do???????

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Paint dance...OH YEAH!

So there's this thing called a paint dance...

It's sort of amazing :).

People everywhere.

Suffocation and crushing of limbs is all part of the thrill.

Canons of paint soaking you you head to toe.

Riding on the shoulders of my guys.

Having a painted beard...

Yeah, I loved it.

Thursday, September 15, 2011


Yep I'm back at the old Utah State University.
So far I'm liking this year a whole lot.
I like my apartment and have had some great social experiences amongst my first weeks.
I even got my first date of the season!! Yep. Kind of a cool story I think I'll share the overview with you :).

I met him in line at the Institute dance (all dressed up in my 80's outfit).
He got my number.
We sang karaoke.
We danced.
We watched people lose it on the dance floor (seriously I'm pretty sure this one couple would have consummated a baby had they not had clothes protecting them).
He texted me.
He called.
We planned our first date.
He texted me every day all day in between.
We went on our 12 1/2 hour date.
We played the piano and sang for hours.
I met is family.
I went  on my first motorcycle ride with his dad (also a business professor here).
We walked and talked.
We doubled up to watch Harry Potter and eat.
We fought over a pillow.
We finished my astronomy assignment picking out constellations.
He came to the football game with me and my friends.
Now he still texts me everyday.
We plan on going on a second date.
I'll eat lunch with him tomorrow.
He's shy and very slow with relationships.
So we are friends.
But friends are good :).